I had this Exam, Biochemistry, wich i would allways refuse to take, becouse I felt unprepared for it. I studied a lot but allwayes without concentreting, becouse the subject would bring back painfull feelings, thoughts and memories. It was so strange, it was allmost as the book was to be maledicted and each time I would stop by it, feel guilty and depressed... so by sudying it I would go in a tunnel of depression and self torment. So at night I finally told my selve "Fuck it!!" took the book and went to Bed.
I read the damned book just as it was to be a Novel, substained the exam in the morning, without having slept and obtained a 27/30 as result.

People Usually don't get marks higher than 25/30 on this exam for the peculiarity of the Professor, but I got such a high score that in the beginning I felt nicelly for it... then I started wondering where the heck did it come out since I felt my performance was awfull compared to that of others... I still wonder to this day but now I read and study that book with a Whole new feeling